Day 3

So far....I have a threatening headache looming in the background... and stupid irrational emotions that are making me wonder if this was a good idea. 

I dont even want to admit that I feel this way.... but, I guess its part of the process of making it through. 

Its annoying to be so insecure. I hate feeling like I dont have it together....and being vulnerable at the same time. 

I worked out this morning, which is supposed to be a help for mild depression. Already finished a bottle of water, too...in hopes that it will help the headache. 

Sigh. This is only day 3. It's got to get worse before it gets better, I suppose.