Day 10

How does a person wake up feeling insecure? At this specific moment, I'm insecure about everything and feel nervous that its all going to fall apart at any second.  I'm nervous about everything this morning: my friendships, my job, my finances... basically my whole life. Useless anxiety sucks. 

This morning I'm feeling insecure about my ability to be a good friend and if I'm fulfilling the needs of my friends. What's worse, is I dont want to approach anyone about it, because insecurity isnt really that attractive in relationships or friendships. I wonder what the root of this is...if its my crazy hormones getting all riled up, or if there is some where inside of me that I dont believe in myself enough to think that I'm worthy of having or keeping friends. 

I hope that my security comes back soon. It seems I've lost it. 

Sigh.