Headache yesterday. It was lurking by noon, and by the evening it was bad enough for me to take some advil. More bad news: the kids I take care of both have nasty fevers....eek I hope that's not me in a few days!
I turned the hubs down for intimate fun and it really upset him. Ok, so I can be honest and say I'm really not feeling all that great or I can just go through the motions?
He's upset because for the weeks I was gone, I was all turned on and now that I'm home, I'm not feeling my best and he thinks its because I'm not attracted to him. I dont think that's the case at all...I think I'm just having a low moment? I'm allowed to have low moments after weeks of go go go go...right?
Sigh. What do I do? What do most women do to get themselves in the mood when they arent feeling great? Or do I just allow my body to be low for a few days and assume that all is well and will be well in a few days?
It doesnt help that I keep having these glimpses of stupid body insecurity. Eh. Can I have those last weeks back, please?
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