I have still had a threatening headache that has yet to turn into anything over the last week. It comes and goes and hasn't manifested into anything bigger than a threat, thankfully.
Otherwise, so far so good, besides feeling tired - I've had a few noticeable positive mood swings instead of negative ones in the last couple of days. Eric has been kind of wary of this happiness- Ha ha! These are like happy rays of sunshine in the midst of an overall emotional cloudy period, so I guess I shouldn't be surprised that he proceeds with caution with my positive energy. It feels good to be bouncier and happier, even though it's only for short bursts and it's only been a little over a week...
I think I'm just happy knowing that I'm (hopefully) on the road to some clarity with my physical and emotional health. You know, it's probably more along the lines of the placebo effect instead of more regular hormones in my body. Whatever it is, I'm glad about it.
I havent killed anyone yet, so I'm pretty sure I'm on a good path...
I know that the next two weeks could be potentially difficult still, so I'm wary of the happiness, too....but, I'm just going to appreciate it now in this moment. It's all I have or have ever had, really.
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